May 31

Ugh, the first time I created this blog was towards the end of summer and start of school year and it was only because I got so depressed that Allen moved to a new school. (Yes, I'm a very sentimental person.)

Here I am, being as bubbly through the summer and expect (as in really expect) that I'm restoring Alice's data. (For now.)

Er, yeah, I deleted my data about my personalities, because it's a part of my horrible horrible weeb past. I don't even know who's who because of the constant character changes but yeah I'm restoring Alice. And if ever I get back into anime, (which I hope I can during the school year) I might even be back. And by me I mean Kangae. Or I might change my name.

Dealing with Misaki, she's that glasses girl who likes to deceive people, wear a hoodie in the smoldering summer heat and occasionally appears to mock people who are fanning themselves (XD), trying to struggle between drawing and writing.

What I did last summer:

.


None.

Besides, eat, sleep, and watch TV.

Because my computer's completely useless without internet. (no, my bby I luv u)

And I think this would be the last time I'd be online.

And I also didn't leave the house.

I even slept through the whole day when my sisters planned to go for one last vacation.

Oh and did I mention, I stayed up all morning last Friday that when I woke up it was 12:31 PM. ANd I was like, "ehmergerd, is this for real?! Am I stuck in the haze?"

Nah. But I was surprised I'd slept that long.

My mom also told me that I've been constantly sleeping so I have the possibility that I grew ever so slightly.

And my dad contradicts, saying that I've been burning the night so that's a no-no.

Do I need to mention, that they argue a lot over the simple questions I asked?

And my mom plans to sell my dad to the teachers.

What am I even doing?

K. Bye.

#staycation

#tomorrowstheday

#lastday

#bbynomore

Ok... So... what now...?

Meh, I survived.

Happy Mother's Day

Welp, my mom knew I can't express my feelings well.

I want to crei.

I wrote her a card with the poem.

;_;

I'm happy now.

Because I didn't get a chance to say Happy Mother's Day last year because I'm so embarrassed.

That's tsundereness.

And my mom's motherly instinct.

Yep, she understands me much even though we argue. (Not really tho, I often side with her when we got fights with dad.)

Yep, I'm really happy now.

Just stopping by...

For a half a minute around now, we will be celebrating...

A Happy Mother's Day!

To all you great mothers out there even if we children of the future can be as problematic and as troublesome a devil can be, you try your best to straighten us up so that we can live as a proud citizen.


and


Happy Birthday...

...to my dearest lying Mekakushi Dan Member No.3, Shuuya Kano!!

It's just sad that his birthday has to be the same as Mother's Day, if you all fans know what I mean.


So yep, just stopping by.

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Updated: 11:29 PM May 9, 2015 

                 8:35 PM May 10, 2015

All Around Block

I can't believe that my last post a week ago. It seemed as if I wasn't able to touch the lively world of internet for a hundreds and millions of years. No joke. But if I'm going to be honest, I might possibly abandon, this blog FOR REAL.

I'm not really kidding. I'm suddenly losing interest in life. I've been asking questions to myself about life and it's starting to get irritating. What if there's really nothing that this boring life can offer to me? Can I even do all the things that I wanted in such a short amount of time. I've lost interest in reading, writing, gaming, and also watching anime.

Yes. The true horror of suddenly losing interest in all of the things that I've kept up. There was actually a time when I thought of dropping everything that I saved. All of my folders and stuff. Yet I kept having doubts. Maybe if my laptop was destroyed, I could just accept it and stop living the life that I had led so far to go back to the unending cycle of ordinary life. Maybe, I might be able to live normally.

But then, everything that I kept, were the foundation of my dreams. It has been my source of inspiration to keep on going and do the things to occupy my time. Even so, my heart, mind, and body refuses to work together. It's unnerving to say the least. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

Misaki out.