I can't believe that my last post a week ago. It seemed as if I wasn't able to touch the lively world of internet for a hundreds and millions of years. No joke. But if I'm going to be honest, I might possibly abandon, this blog FOR REAL.
I'm not really kidding. I'm suddenly losing interest in life. I've been asking questions to myself about life and it's starting to get irritating. What if there's really nothing that this boring life can offer to me? Can I even do all the things that I wanted in such a short amount of time. I've lost interest in reading, writing, gaming, and also watching anime.
Yes. The true horror of suddenly losing interest in all of the things that I've kept up. There was actually a time when I thought of dropping everything that I saved. All of my folders and stuff. Yet I kept having doubts. Maybe if my laptop was destroyed, I could just accept it and stop living the life that I had led so far to go back to the unending cycle of ordinary life. Maybe, I might be able to live normally.
But then, everything that I kept, were the foundation of my dreams. It has been my source of inspiration to keep on going and do the things to occupy my time. Even so, my heart, mind, and body refuses to work together. It's unnerving to say the least. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Misaki out.
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