Saturday, May 31, 2014

100 Things



I found it in Cardinal-san's stash and was the one who sent it to Allen. Just for fun. Most of this were partly true and some are not. Believe what you want to. And on the side-note this was one of my characters so... DEAL WITH IT~


100 Things

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means "I'm interested in knowing what are your 100 truths" (Rules aren’t being even followed)

1. Real name: Misaki Megane (since the AI used Subprocessor Cardinal then I’m Misa)

2. Nicknames: Misa, Tummy Rumbles, Shota (huwat), Baka *usually being bullied T^T*, Gonzales, Ane and Nee-chan (Allen you do it sometimes when you want something from me or either I forced you to)

3. Zodiac Sign: My real birthdates were the same. Balance and balance even I don't know balance. Libra.

4. Male or female: I’m a trap. No, I’m a female. Or the unknown...

5. Elementary School: I’m home-schooled.

6. High School: I don’t know what Momo’s school is but we’re the same.

7. College: I’m still not into college.

8. Hair color: Raven Black

9. Tall or short: Short (unfortunately…)

10. Shirt or Sweater: Does hoodie and parka involved? I think I’m with the sweater.

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans. Either with Kido style or not.

12. Phone or Camera: Phone... I mean games.

13. Health freak: I am? Sometimes, I eat when I want to, eat random food I’m interested in or not eat when I’m lazy. I don't really care unless something interesting happens...

14. Orange or Apple: Apple. Red Apples. (It’s not because of Izaya because I’m still on Shuuya’s path)

15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Hehehe *neechan-style* Ma-maybe... y-yes.. >///<

16. Eat or Drink: Both

17. Piercings: No... huwait... does the one on my ears count?

18. Pepsi or Coke: Both. Any soda included.


HAVE YOU EVER...?

19. Been in an airplane: Maybe. I don’t remember.

20. Been in a relationship: Friendly/Sibling/Familial relationship. No romantic relationship... really

21. Been in a car accident: No I am rarely in a car. Sooo, are trucks included because I swear trucks wanted to hit me like "Crashing in and breaking into bits... that truck heard a scream a little bit too late. Blood dripping everywhere.." And yes, I'm not treated as Hibiya for no reason. The lyrics were a reference to Kagerou Daze song...

22. Been in a fist fight: Yes. With Allen and Stephano. Cardinal-san counts? Well, he threatens me sticks and rulers. Also with my two imouto...

23. First piercing: No.... again so were the ones in my ears count?

24. First best friend: IMAGINATION (☉‿☉✿)
25. First award: We got a prank for Cardinal without being caught. It felt like one of those RPG Horror Games that I play..

26. First crush: I don't really remember tho...

27. First word: *coo* Manipulate *snickers*

28: First car: I don’t have money for that stuff... Why need it? I have my awesome super fabulous scarf and flappy sleeves of my sparkling hoodie that I use. *flies to the Never-Ending Imagination*

29. Last person you talked in person: Myself and my imouto just to make her sing Kagerou Daze...

30. Last person you texted: Danchou… And she told me to finish the chores ._.

31. Last person you went to the movie theaters with: The Tank… and a number of other students... And it was educational.

32. Last food you ate: Meat... Chicken Meat and Pork Meat were alright... I wish it was Crab Meat tho...

33. Last movie you watched: Are OVAs included? If so, it would be Kuroshitsuji: Welcome to the Phantomhives

35. Last thing you bought: Food.

36. Last person you hugged: Imouto. Because of reasons...

37. Food(s): Anything interesting and not creepy... Mostly sweets and spicy stuff...

38. Drink(s): Any kind as long as it isn’t intoxicating like poison. Coffee, Chocolate, Milk... Yes, I'm still a kid... Cola comes sorta close...

39. Bottom(s): Pants... pants. Jeans... Pedals... And shorts.

40. Flower(s): I'm never much of a fan of flowers but I guess it would be a black or white rose...

41. Animal(s): Black Cat and Bunnies... Beware of bunnies. and cats...

42. Colour(s): Black, White, Red, Blue, Violet

43. Movie(s): Anything interesting, horror movies can count, but mostly anime-related

44. Subject(s): Recess comes close but I changed my mind Gakkatsu forevah with Clasroom Representative, Takachiho Chiho~


HAVE YOU EVER:(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [X] fallen in love with someone. (Does inanimate and non-existent things count as well?)

46. [_] celebrated Halloween. (I wish I could. All dem sweets.)

47. [X] had your heart broken... (Feelz...feelz... and more feelz... Anime goes straight at my kokoro)

48. [X] went over the minutes or texts on your cell phone. (Humans usually text me... I rarely got load tho...)

49. [_] had someone question my sexual orientation.

50. [_] had sex.

51. [_] got pregnant.

52. [_] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret. (Too much, but I move on. Past is enough. As they say "Live your life with no regrets."

54. [O] broke a promise. (Probably...? Mostly of them because of excuses)

55. [X] hid a secret. (I have a lot of secret stuff embedded within my being like what I--- //gets shot)

56. [X] pretended to be happy. (I'm kinda a two-faced monster. I hide in a lot of masks of deception. I, sometimes, don't even know the truth itself anymore)

57. [X] met someone who changed your life. (A lot of someones... or somethings...)

58. [X] pretended to be sick. (Excuses for being late to appointments not really in school)

59. [_] left the country. (If I have tons of money... I would travel from place to place. ^^)

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it. (I can't believe it either.)

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing. (Obviously, when I was a kid or not? Does pretending count, too?)

62. [X] ran a mile. (More than a mile... too much kilometers... more like chasing after the Tank and AI with Allen)

63. [_] went to the beach with your best friend (I already went into a lot of beaches just not with my bestfriend *runs into the sunset* //crai)

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends. (More like friendly and joking arguments... *sniffles* I miss those times)

65. [X] hated someone. (With every fiber of my being... but I love everyone)

66. [X] stayed single for 2 years. (More than and maybe my entire disappearing existence?)


CURRENTLY:

67. Eating:  None

68. Drinking: None

69. Listening: Durarara!! Izaya and Shizuo Matryoshka

70. Sitting/Laying: Laying

71. Plans for today:  Get this post over with without being caught

72. Waiting: For an anime portal open and live in the anime world
 

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids? : No

74. Want to get married? : No

75. Career: Information Broker *cough*Izaya*cough*

76. Lips or eyes: Stay young.

77. Shorter or taller: I love myself as of now and I want it to stay as it is.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous(ly weird)

79. Quiet or Loud: Between. An Introvert outside and Extrovert inside

80. Shy or Confident: Shyly confident

81. Hook-up or relationship: ERROR

82. Looks or Personality: Looks = Cute and Personality = My lovely fictional characters...


HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: I don’t wear them so I don’t.

84. Snuck out of a house: Several times. Mostly at night. (Imma ninja)

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Yep. My invisible gun and my wonderful knives. Oh and my scissor family included.

86. Killed somebody: In my dreams. And a lot of soldiers, snipers, helicopters in shooting games. Does poor things like insects count?

87. Broken someone's heart: I don’t really know.

88. Been in love: I guess... Love for food, inanimate objects, fictional characters. Does psychopathic love exist? [I really have a different kind of love]

89. Cried when someone died: Yep. Kano you jerk. But I still love you.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: I only believe in myself unless others have a point.

91. Miracles: If I live in the anime world, maybe. Sanae's miracles, I believe in them.

92. Love at first sight: No. It takes time and finishing major processing mode.

93. Heaven: Halfly if psychopathic angels don’t exist.

94. Santa Clause: Not really. I never really got a proper present.

95. Kiss on the first date: Huwat?
 

TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Well, duh. But not only one. Fictional characters count, right?

97. Do you know who your real friends are: Of course. Because if I don’t I’m probably a monster by now.

98. Do you believe in God: Yes unless other proved that He doesn’t.

99. Rate your awesomeness from 5: Level 99999999999999999999999 and so on.. I'm such a conceited person...

100. Post as 100 truths or die!? Puh-lease… I died almost 1000 times got resurrected one time and I’m still alive.

 
Most of this are true and some were just crafted through a random mind.
I was bloody hungry...

My father and sister called for me...

I rushed down the stairs hoping my babies will welcome my womb crabs will welcome my stomach...

Sadly that was not the case and I have to eat the left-over meal this morning and it is the fact...


And this all happened at 8 in the evening...


Crabby Crabs and Family?... (quite literal)

So, yay, my family came back from swimming. <insert sarcasm here>

Mother = Yellow
Misako = Purple
Me = White


We built a tent.

I did that like a lot of times already.

We swam at <insert famous swimming place>

Oh there. Okay. I already swam there like earlier this summer.

Oh, here's some food. (bag of junk food, and rice cakes or whatever they are called... cola)

We ate a lot.

Did you know, Misako, what I ate during lunch?


What?

Ham in bread.

Ahahaha. *innocent laugh*



Later...

I'm going to school. Wash the plates.

(Aye, ma'am.) ^ _She was suppose to meet her co-teachers_

Your sister is irritating. Always frowning. Next time, I'm not going to instigate to go swimming again.

*whispers* Yeah, right.

_Mother leaves_ 

_Me = Back to computer_


After 10 minutes or so...       

_Mother returns and is knocking on the gate_

What the--?! *runs down* (Yes, I'm in second floor)

*mumbles*

What?

Your father asked me to go get even the coals... *leaves again* Don't wait for your father to return home without washing the plates. *serious*

Fine.

*finish washing for 15 minutes*


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Ok, so where are the crabs?

Let's rewind up a little bit more.....

*flashback*


 A young girl with a hair that can be compared to a broom just woke up at 8:00 AM in the morning while her family was busy bustling for packing things for swimming. Her mother even bothered to dump her notebooks from her bag because the said bag was supposed to be used. Grumpy, she fixed the bed sheets sloppily, and trudged down sitting in her favorite swivel chair, chugging a cup of coffee then stared off.

Her sisters were very excited that one of them has to be reminded if she had even packed her clothes. The young girl of <age> that happen to run by the name Misaki fell down on their makeshift mattress and watched cartoons. Yes cartoons, anime goes after that. 

Tears fell, it's either she wants to go or because of watching... as mentioned before, Act 07 of Mekaku City Actors. She reassured herself it was because of the anime she watched at 4:00 AM. A grim reminder to herself never watch anime early in the morning because one can never know what emotions will course through our body. But, obviously, she never follows her own rules, mostly often breaking them.

"You have a pride to protect! don't regret you decisions!" Yes, she was talking to herself. Her tsundere side. "Stop being tsundere, self!" She scolded herself.

Her mother jokes, "You're going to use internet, aren't you?" Misaki answers, "I don't even have money for that." Then father asks, "Why are you so grumpy? You stayed up early morning didn't you?" "No, I didn't." She said with a straight face. Heh. Lies. "I'm looking for a certain notebook." Which is true yet a bad move. And yes, she knows about it but needs an alibi. "You always leave your belongings in random place that's why you always lose them..." And blah... blah... The rant goes on... Finally, they're leaving... "Here, " Her mother gives her money for the internet load.

-O-O-O-

The girl was bored after watching TV and was about to sleep when a knock from the gate resounded. Who could it be? She tiredly went to open the gate to reveal her father's cousin and wife who left her with three crabs on a bunch that were tied to a leaf?

'Oohh.. Crabs. I want to eat them but I need to cook it. Meh. We're going to eat it later anyway.' Misaki likes her crabs very much and would practically beg for her father to buy her crabs for food.

She left it in a plate. In the kitchen. And the crabs were obviously stubborn. The plate fell from the counter. And ended up in the floor. "That's what you get from being stubborn." Misaki sneers. She put the crabs back in the plate but not bringing it back to the counter. She, then, decided to take a bath. But then, before she can even go to the bathroom, the water delivery man came.

Misaki, being an absent-minded, forgetful girl forgets where she put the money for load and didn't even know where her mother put the money for the payment.  Fortunately, she found it but then decided to take a bath. Bored out of her wits, she decided to sleep, it's only 9 something in the morning. For three hours, she slept again. But was interrupted when she heard the small scraping noises the crabs were making. And found one of it, struggling from its bindings, trying to escape. Groggily and a bit irked, placed it again but this time placing the plate above the crabs.

She woke up around 12 or so and didn't even manage to eat a proper lunch. Why? Because she was lazy. She always is. She just toasted two slices of bread and heat a left over ham from the breakfast she didn't even eat. It started to rain very hard and she decided to put basins around near the door mainly because of leaking roofs. 

After heating the suppose-to-be ham sandwich, she ate it while sitting at the mattress, still bored out of her mind. She decided to go to a store only a road across with her umbrella. Since, she was alone and not trusting that someone won't barge in their house, she locked every door there is before going to the store which was very, very near. Who wouldn't be? They were robbed at least two times, and she doesn't want her precious to be stolen again.

Upon returning, giddy and all for being able to use the internet in all of its glory, she noticed the largest of the crabs almost dragged the other two hiding underneath the pile of cooking pots near the cabinet. She attempted to get it but changed her mind when she thought it won't probably bother her. Quite funny, is that she noticed the shell of the crab turning blue and screamed, "OMG, it's turning blue, is it dead?" That's how weird, Misaki is.  

That is the Tale of the Crabs.

More like How Her Day Went On...  


Regrets and Decisions

Yes, I'm a real kill joy...

And I hate making decisions because it always ends in a <<BAD END>>

Like now... I didn't join in the swimming-whatever of my family and I'm all alone in the house. I regret it suddenly. Because when I woke up I just watched TV and tears fell from my eyes. It's either from watching Mekaku City Actors Act 07 Konoha no Sekai Jijou or I regret not going with them. I think I'd go with the former.

It's not a good combination for me to watch it early in the morning and start crying because of feels.

Yes, that's me.

But then after 3 hours of sleeping... nah... I've got free internet + I don't have to mind being sun burned + My body and head won't get tired of swimming + No water in my ears + It was raining really hard = ME in front of computer making a post...

But then I think back at the decision I made last summer vacation... my cousins and uncle pleaded me not to return to our home and gave me a number of reasons but in the end I still went. What a fun life, right? Living alone for 10 or more hours, alone, rotting, and using computer until morning and be a zombeh... for a whole week... That's what happened.

While they... asdfghjkl... eat a bunch of food while I starved to death... Just huway???


Okay, I don't regret it anymore because it was fulfilled.

_MisaOutwithherRandomRant_

Last Day of Summer Plans


Like every other normal family (as normal as what can people see in us), my sister wanted to go swimming and yes, that is one of our plans for today. 

  • Swim in a pool.

Then, why am I still at the internet in front of a computer making a post about this? Shouldn't I be sleeping? This one of the reasons why one should not sleep 5 hours or so straight in the morning and afternoon... I'm still wondering if I should go with them as well. I mean I never packed any clothes... yet. And I feel like meh.

Let's see. Since it's last day of summer, I'm just going to reminisce how wonderful and not my summer had been.

With my "normal" reality life~

It was kinda great. Our aunt and uncle from America came home with their baby along with our grandmother. Occasionally, they would bring our whole family as in WHOLE... there goes my cousins which consisted a large amount of girls and then my aunts and uncles, to this place and that place... to eat, shop, do a lot of other things. It was actually quite memorable.

List of what I have done in summer that are non-anime related things:
  • I played mini basketball with my smaller cousins ._. The ring was in my height and they only reached my mid-part.
  • I quite liked playing volleyball. Even though I have extreme I don't know somewhere fear and dislike of throwing balls because I usually become the target of them.
  • On the day, of our suppose trip around, our aunt and uncle had a verbal fight, because 1) It was hot 2) Our guide... I mean one of our uncles weren't there yet. And that verbal fight had a string of colorful curses. Wonder how I reacted there staring like an idiot?
  • Still on the same day, it was stuffy in the van we were, and my cousins were trying to drink water, when accidentally one of them spilled it on one of our cousins whom is quite sensitive and thus started the fight. I was like 'Screw everyone... I'm outta here.' I left and stood outside where there is shade because we were waiting for our aunt and uncle who were shopping.
  • My cousins and I... quite a few of us trudged at the top of a hill. While wearing dresses...
  • Nevertheless, it turned out well..
  • We swam in a resort with beach and swimming pool. The sea was disappointing. How low can it get anyway? And for the first time in forever... I got tired of swimming and swimming and just swimming and was the first one to change in usual clothes.
  • We had an Easter Egg Hunt and I was lazy and they (meaning mother, aunts, and a bunch of cousins) kept hollering at me to find one even though there's nothing to find.
  • We played Lemon Relay because they forced me and our team lost... because of me.
  • Returned to our house and stayed there for one week while being alone. Father and Mother has to go to work. Misako had violin lessons. And Yui is having her casual vacation back there. Hence, I'm forever alone.
  • While being a shut-in and Hiki-NEET. I usually sleep at 4 or 6:00 AM and wake up at 9:00 AM to watch TV. Sleep again. Use the computer and internet. Bring lunch over and take a bath quickly.
  • In that week I didn't usually eat because I tend to forget and am lazy.
  • For a day, I ate noodles and the other sardines.
  • That's why when we returned to the magical place of our vacation... the whole family was scheduled to have dinner at this fabulous restaurant... quite funny, only a few other people were there.
  • Obviously, I wolfed down every single food I found, probably because most of them were my favorites.
  • And my one week of not eating because of laziness were replaced of one day being full because of food.
  • A Sunday after going to church and returning home to see our uncle laying like a boss in front of the TV while watching a *shudder* movie. It's not a horror... it was suppose to be funny and comical but... *shudder*
  • Yui didn't want to go home with us and thus spent almost entire summer there. For some reason, I'm quite glad. (How bad of a sister can I be?) And when she came home... I feel like hating her. I don't know why.
  • And this ends with me staring at the computer, making a post, before summer officially ends.
I know I'm a killjoy. But that's how I am. 

That's me when I feel like hating the whole world because they go against me. On another note, I love everyone. See~ I'm really contradictory...

Okay so now...

List of anime-related things and what-not:
  • Kagerou Project... a very awesome series in my opinion... became my life~ I mean, oh mai, the story is just soooo great, I can connect with the characters~ And they have an on-going anime called Mekaku City Actors which if I'm not mistaken only has a few episodes. But I love it. It made me feel a rainbow of emotions~ If you don't know it... go google it then... if you don't understand it... meh... go with the flow, people~
  • I just found out Durarara!!. Period. Allen hated me when I fangirl about it.  He's also irritated by the fact how much I do it. I mean the characters weren't the sanest of the sane. Even the ones you could call sane were not that normal either. Few words about it. "Don't judge a book by its cover"
  • Kuroshitsuji. Even though the anime ended and is on its way for another series, I kept reading it tho. How I love the suspense!~
  • Gakkatsu is just a bunch of classroom activities and Allen was the one who introduced it to me. It went straight to my kokoro. I wish we had them as well.
  • I watched Date A Live, Senki Zesshou Symphogear, Choujigen Game Neptune: The Animation. The cast were full of females. There's no wonder since I got it from Cardinal-san.
  • I finished Gosick, it was kinda like Detective Conan, different still. It was... beautiful... *shedding tears*

More and more KagePro love...

Yes, I can be a rabid fangirl, if I want to.

The fact that KagePro and Durarara!! changed my current status. They were probably a sign that I cannot let go of the life I had because of anime. TT-TT

Allen was right. I cannot.

Question...?

WHY DID I MADE ANOTHER BLOG AFTER MY ROTTING BLOG?!!!

Because you died and is just another sub-character of me. *snickers*

You... well then why now at the last day of summer?

Good question... because *dramatic pause* Allen-chan left me~

Wait... huwat?

Yes... he did my dear shota self. As to your question ever-tsundere Haru-chan... I'm simply bored and is in need to keep track of my lovely humans life~

You're creepily sounding like that guy from that anime you watched. *shudder*

I know. I'm quite aware of that fact. And is in need to keep that side intact. Even Allen-chan does not approve of this... *shakes head*

Just go to sleep... weirdo.

You can't make me~~

?_END_?


Yes, this is what happens to me when I'm bored. I talk to myself. And now Allen-chan are in a sort of long distance relationship. Not like romantic and stuff like that. We're too awesome and cool for that. And I think I'm going emo mode if I ever post another chapter about him. I feel so alone...

The question is why did I make a blog at the last day of summer? Simple. I just want to know how the wheels of life are going to move now that one of my important lifelines between the boundary of reality and fantasy is gone. I'm weird like that.

 

The Grand Introduction



I always end up in this part… don’t I? I’ll answer my own question, then? I think I should stop talking to myself… But I’m already talking to myself, right? Screw it anyway… I just made another one because I think, it’ll be worthwhile writing what runs round and round in my head. I’m kind of tired pretending to others but then I’m such a coward to tell them. Okay for the most part, I don’t hate introductions, because hate is a strong word. If I hate it, I shouldn’t be writing one about me then. I’m just tired of repeating useless information about myself since by time I know a lot of people know me… because of this… and because of that… In the end… because of reasons, okay?

Saying, “My name is <insert name>. I’m <insert age>” is kind of old but as humans with a logically creative yet simple mind uses such simplicity than complicating it with off-topics that could have reached half of the world. I’m being sarcastic here, if you don’t know because as much as I love sarcasm, I don’t like it when people get angry or throwing it back at me. Simple. One word that can explain my existence is that I am, contradictable.

Fine then, I am Is not going to tell you, sorry but I’m not that dumb to give personal information because every personal information is confidential unless you want the whole world to know who you are, what you do, what you eat, how much you put make-up on, if you love being on camera… You know… usual stuff in celebrities and random people. I mean there’s Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and such.

I run by the name, mainly, mostly as Misaki Megane. It means ‘beautiful blossom glasses’. Don’t ask why. I may be saying, about it later. You can call me Misaki or Misa-chan or whatever floats your boat. Just not offensive tho. I am at the peak of my dangerously edge of my messed up mind. At the moment, Misaki is 16 years old but don’t expect me to be 16. I’m not even saying I’m below 16 or over 16 years old. For all you know, I may be 116 years old. {If you’re into anime and know Pandora Hearts, you may get the reference of ‘not aging’} “Don’t judge the book by its cover” the usual saying. It applies to who am I as well.

I lived {notice the past tense} in our beloved planet an awesome place called Earth the Abyss where in its depths located devastatingly frightening creatures {mainly me} for the faint of the heart. So beware if you want to search of my place. Practically, I may be called as one of the most known people in all of universe but I'm not that popular either. So, I know you figured that sometime now.

Obviously, I live at the wonderfully beautiful Never-Ending World of Imagination on a planet made of green and blue stuff called Earth. I can float when I want and jump really high… or maybe not...?

I’m trying to get people’s common sense for some time because they can’t see it unless you point it out. The reason why others thank you for being Captain Obvious if they still have their common sense intact.

I’m quite serious for the most part, but it’s not alarming if people know the things I usually don’t tell. If that is you read my previous introduction of my previous life.

I’m currently studying at a very far-away school that is surrounded by rice paddies. That’s mainly it and is kinda creepy at night that sometimes we run like crazy because of being scared to hell. As much as I don’t want to tell about my family… I feel like just to because they always perform a very big part in my boring {and hopefully turns out into an interesting} daily life.

I have two real imouto (sisters).

I forgot, since I’m into Japanese stuff, you might probably get random Japanese translated words that had been my usual thing or two. There may be anime references as well, because I can usually relate to it. Ok, back to topic.

Magically, I just realize now, how much my sisters resemble me. And the fact that I’m not sorry how they turned out to be because of my own habits. I’m so gomen but I can’t help but I feel like Orihara Izaya from Durarara!! having twin sisters namely Mairu and Kururi. {Allen, please forgive me. You’re the one who told me to do this.}

Not really being too much in their life but we really have some resemblances currently my leading life, family and... erm… friends.. and people I know.

Living with someone like me, of course, they inherited my own characteristics and personalities. And it looks like I’m looking on myself like a mirror.

I think you are getting irritated by the fact that I keep describing them but not naming them. Well, they call themselves Misako [yes, Misako, not Misaki] and Yui [not Yui from any another anime]. Meh, I’m going to have a story about them, in another post.

My birthday and hopefully the only “most personal information” I’m going to reveal is October 5. Yep, you heard or rather saw it right. My true birthday is Misa’s birthday as well. Because if you write it in numbers, it would be 10/5 and if you reverse it to 5/10, it becomes May 10 which is Shuuya Kano’s birthday, a wonderfully deceiver that I loved. Yes, humans, I’m a KagePro fan and I’m proud of it. But please, don’t kill me Kano fans. If you don’t know what Kagerou Project is, go google it. It’s an awesome creation made by Jin and is a currently on-going anime called Mekaku City Actors.

I’m sorry for getting carried away. I just can relate to every single character there. (_;)

If you think, you know someone with the same birthday don’t think that guy or girl would be me because I can assure you I don’t know who you, random humans, are.

On with the topic of birthdays, I don’t know if you believe me tho, just don’t forget my presents. If you just have to have any kind of chocolate [mostly I prefer dark chocolate], ice cream, or anything sweet [yes, I have a sweet tooth] or spicy [I’m on with spicy things too], just call me and I’ll be right there.

I’m kind of deceiver as well so I can be a girl, a boy, a tree, a chair, a cat, a doll, an alien, and sorts of inanimate object you can think of. Being a flying vending machine, stabbing poles, and hitting trucks may count as well. Just don’t accuse me of injuring you because I may or may not be the one who hit you.

Remember, you don’t know who I am and I don’t know who you are. I may type random things that aren’t true and others partly or wholesomely true. It’s up to you whether to believe me or not.

I’m more of exaggerating my life and living it in my own contradictory way. If you would tell me to stop fooling around and mind my own business. I'm sorry but I cannot do that because fooling around is my job. Oh, I just found it in the Book 2 of the Secret Series, it's along the lines that the Jester had said. Hahaha. Back to business... I'm a popular person with lots of friends and money. A normal student with a normal life. Pardon my erasures...

What I said, were partly true and I kinda hate it. It’s just a boring routine of my undead being.

Actually, I'm a forever alone thinker, loner, weird and a geek that everyone stays out of me... that has four real friends (Yes, because there are serpents and aliens that pretends to be my friend...) and sometimes I have a clone of me hiding in a smiling facade. And please remind yourself to be cautious because I may creep inside your closets, cupboards, under your beds, or under the tables.

I don't kill my chance of having friends. I'm just a choosy person in socializing with others.

Other than having four real friends, who are my dear tomodachi and nakama, I have another small circle of going-home-while-hanging-out-together otakus with Allen-chan. That group is consisted of a cyborg (Allen), a stick girl (ME), a tank, and an AI.

I also dub myself as the Hibiya, Allen as the Konoha/Kuroha, the tank as Shintaro, and the AI as Ene. OMG, I’m so gomen. And yes we have our own histories.

I love surfing in the Internet, dreaming in my own Wonderland, pretending that I'm in a virtual world, detective games (which I sometimes fail), and I am a BIG fan of anime and KagePro!!! I especially like eating mango graham refrigerated cakes so if you bake those kind of sweet cakes I'll be surprisingly waiting for you in your doorstep with a napkin, fork, and plate in my hand then I'll let myself in and gobble up everything and leave walking satisfied.

I am a scientifically quite science-minded with my head full of concept about the world beyond our vast and endless universe full of unimaginable and creepy things that may let you out of your mind and I'm not kidding because these kind of things are what you expect in a unexplainable world full of the unknown.

And so...

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The rant and list goes on…

I think it's practically everything I can tell you about stuff. And I might say that it had been devastatingly long because I just started writing for the last two days and I made it crazier because I don't wanna end you up sleeping in your desk getting scolded because you're not in your room and then I will find you in tears but don't blame me... it's your fault after all. I'd really hate to leave this chapter like this but 'ya, I really need to go, and I'm running out of time, this sentence is already getting incredibly long, and I'm starting to babble again. And finally I'm done! (Again...)


P.S. Sorry for the long post and taking up your time.... I’m sorry dear journal or whatever. I just need to breathe in my inconsistently closed-off space of thinking.


To Allen:

More importantly, I’m so gomen Allen, I’m doing this for you. I don’t know what you can think of my random sprout yet again after rotting to death. The fact I can’t see you 10 hours in 5 days. Yes, I’m very much worried for you sake. Hope you don’t die. *snickers*




See you in another tale… (.)Ja ne~