Saturday, May 31, 2014

Regrets and Decisions

Yes, I'm a real kill joy...

And I hate making decisions because it always ends in a <<BAD END>>

Like now... I didn't join in the swimming-whatever of my family and I'm all alone in the house. I regret it suddenly. Because when I woke up I just watched TV and tears fell from my eyes. It's either from watching Mekaku City Actors Act 07 Konoha no Sekai Jijou or I regret not going with them. I think I'd go with the former.

It's not a good combination for me to watch it early in the morning and start crying because of feels.

Yes, that's me.

But then after 3 hours of sleeping... nah... I've got free internet + I don't have to mind being sun burned + My body and head won't get tired of swimming + No water in my ears + It was raining really hard = ME in front of computer making a post...

But then I think back at the decision I made last summer vacation... my cousins and uncle pleaded me not to return to our home and gave me a number of reasons but in the end I still went. What a fun life, right? Living alone for 10 or more hours, alone, rotting, and using computer until morning and be a zombeh... for a whole week... That's what happened.

While they... asdfghjkl... eat a bunch of food while I starved to death... Just huway???


Okay, I don't regret it anymore because it was fulfilled.

_MisaOutwithherRandomRant_

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